The First Week of July

Judy
Could anyone be loved anymore than I love you?
Does it hurt you too?

But Judy
I've been feeling small too long.
I love you so
but something's wrong.

I come running when you want me here
and when you want me to I disappear.
Judy.

I knew if I made it easy for you
you'd settle for me, yeah eventually.

But Judy,
I can't be myself anymore.
It's way too hard
being loved by default.

And I can't do this any longer.
The vacuum left is so much stronger
Judy.

Judy you know I'm not mad anymore
at least most of the time
but it could take a while
and I've been living just to see you smile
every once in a while.

Tears fall
but that don't mean nothing at all.
Just cause I said it first
yeah that's why it hurts ya

And Judy
I won't be your bitch anymore
and follow you around
and hold the door.

I'm not sorry if you're not sorry too
and you're not sorry until I make you.
Judy.

Give Judy My Notice - Ben Folds

What a difference a year makes.